Love you so much always and forever ~ I still have all the wonderful memories that we had together and I hold them close to my heart and think of them every day because that’s the only way I can still have you in my life. The hardest thing about the grieving process for me is having to see all the kids that were kids when you were alive and now they are grown up and I think of the years that we have missed out on together it’s so sad. I wish you were able to talk to me again and see me again the person I am now is different from the mommy I was . I am not happy with you and daddy away I cannot get anything done I sit around and think of you guys. Depression is like a coma your state of mind is not working properly and you know it but you have no choice but to go through it. I can only pray that I am able to make it to heaven before my body gets to old , cause of just sitting around and eating and crying for you guys. Not a good life for me anymore but I’m looking forward to the future with you guys and having a wonderful life together again for every one day;-) Love Mommy

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